17 November 2011

So much quiet

I have wanted to write so badly this past week. But I can't bring myself to put my fingers to the smooth, flat glass and actually make the words come out. After some thought on the subject, I feel that the reason I can't bring myself to write is that with each passing day we come closer to leaving and I don't want to brood on the subject any more than I already am. I'm living my own pattern of excitement and loss in a bizarre tidal wave of emotions. As much as I'd like to spare myself the tedium of reliving each passing day by writing about it, that's what I actually wanted to do when I set out on this blog. So even if it's only a few lines, or an image that conveys my feelings of the day, that's what will happen.

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